这段话像是个恋爱中的人的呓语。
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I thought u knew me...
我想你了解我...
I thought u would understand that after what happened to me, that I would NEVER think that way.
我相信你应该明白了后来我发生了什么事，我从未那么想过的。
But to my surprise...Ha whatever it always comes to this.
但是，使我惊奇的是...哈，不管怎样它总会变成这样。
When u think someone finally knows u then BAM! Ha nop that wasn't the truth.
当你相信某人终于了解你的时候，然后，呯！啊！不！这不是真的！
Look Im not blaming u 4 anything.
哦，我并不是在为某事而责备你。
I guess Im just hard 2 BE understood...
我想这是我太不容易被理解了...
And I said to myself"fianlly,Im free of my nightmares!"
我对我自己说：“我终于离开这个恶梦了！”
What a joke...
真是笑话...
But Im not saying this to u, I dont blame u, IM hard...
我并没有对你说这些、我并没有责备你、我不容易（被理解）...
And i guess Ill have to live with that... no problem, piece of cake
同时，我猜想我将要和这些生活在一起....没问题，都会解决的